DULLness.
08.02.05 at 18:40

happy cny minna.
there is being no cny mood this year. this year is DULL.

today has been a day that went well for 45 mins then went downhill. lion dance went well i guess. congrats platoonmates you people rocks. ganbare ne! you all better appreciate my presents.
i do not appreciate people who believe that they are the only ones with what they have. i may be admitting to hating myself now. but i dont care. i never loved myself. but at least im trying to change. and if you're gonna hand up not-good-things then you should might as well forget about it dont you think.

listening to songs sent by ryu_no_sora. ha. they are er. distracting me from anger? im so sorrrrrrrryyyy poor hide T.T

I LOVE MY JIANTIEBU. damn proud damn proud. though it's just 17.5 but im reall happy. it's my best piece of work this year yet. i wanted to show off to niichan but he wasnt there >.< losuy niichan. i cant find my yellow cloth! HOW? HOW TO SEW?!

ore-sama no bigi ni. YOI NA~
so im a bit in love with atobe. so?