maths is giving me a headache. so are everything else. english too. like omgwtf commonwealth essay dropdead?! must go offline and work. NOW. but im still here.

it's only been two weeks of school and everyone's dying. like some domino thing. or live firing for death sentences. of depression, stress, anger. and everything. it's so idiotic. hasnt been a very conducive place. and if i werent so nice id probably have burnt teh bloody drum today (cept i dint have kerosene). lion dance is not going superbly but who am i to say. *is happy* im the cymbals! XD i dont really mind. but im hoping nothing goes wrong anymore. i know im too nice to say anything sometimes but i know others arent.
and then there is the occasional social problems. i guess they should go away nya? ha. as in time passes and things heal. it wont last forever. and being nice is not equal to being popular. you either get noticed or you just get taken for granted and everything. it's kinda part of my life now anyway. and life is short so i shouldnt really care. man i feel like shinji -___-|l|
i should stop rambling. i want the bloody MTL to DL! why. *tries to feed BT cookies* pointless.

it's not fun being nice but someone has to do it. im lucky. i have a sudden urge to eat pocky and ride a carousel. and watch yugioh.(whychanneliwhy) blame it on doujin and overlap -____-

oh and i love blackie(sp?). it's bel's little cute thing. and kt was like, "is that sylvester?". it's a PUPPY. house prac's alright. sec ones are getting more enthu. must be the air. ha. my two vice capts are ebil. one books and one calls me retarded. mmmph(X

whyljwhy. some things in this world might not be explained.
still cant find-what im searching for.

You're Oishi Syuichirou! Ah, the mother hen of
Seishun Gakuen. Hard-working, dependable,
caring... but you do have the tendercy to worry
too much. You might wanna try loosening up a
little if you don't wanna die young.

Which Prince of Tennis character are you?
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why am i not surprised. this came with a tuti pic. but it's too heeuge. HA. oh tuti~

my hair is too bloody looong. robos give me back my hairband.