* up life.
28.10.04 at 22:18

my life is totally fcuked up. it is true. 101%. i am STUPID. truly really stupid.
and i have debts. anyway my debts are like. quite major. at least to me. i owe muddy $20. the class tee is $11. the plushie for myself costs another $10-$11. bdae present $5. which brings us to an (almost) grand total of. $47. i think. IM STUPID I CAN'T COUNT.
i am stupid. why do you think im getting lousy marks that i cant even answer to myself? i hate myself. for everything. not that it's helping but this cant be helped. BAH. i will not care. i can grow up to be a roadsweeper. che.
no point pushing it anymore. it's over.
i seriously hope that plushie can tide me over. yes. IT WILL. or ill get it and jump. somewhere. ja.