crap entry.
20.05.04 at 15:21

today is so not a good day. but then again when is? just that today is worse than the usual bad days. yeah. one, sec fours are unhappy with us. two, history today was one big *%#@$*# session. prepared the fricken powerpoint but the com refused to open it. and waste my time just like that. fine la. and we were faced with a dead silence. mwaha. three, i malued myslef in front of the whole pe dept. bah.

i think being a drifter is not as good as it was last year. things really changed la. depression will sink in sooner or later. you know how hard it feels to know you have no where to go. or that there's no where to belong. ok sounds damn cliche. oh well. so far away. yay.

oh well. when it's not your day it's not your day lah. hoping that some car will bang me down and kill me. but knowing the fact that today is not an average day.. itll prolly just miss me or bang me and let me live a wonderful vegetable. oh well.

life is just life la. no use thinking too much. my grades are horrible now la. and my life is just as bad. forget it. my life aint worth worrying about. yay. i shall go home and slack. yippie.