immature.
25.04.04 at 22:02

i seriously think that my com is out to make me get scolded. ha. just sent the feedback to ning. i think suddenly improvement is like the most impt thing in the world at the moment. i dunno. just that it's suddenly im just falling into the pit of losery. ha. new word. im not good enough to be someone i want to be at the moment. hn and mock specs is already next week, and im so unprepared. im just prepared to be a failure that will malign the whole pltn. urgh. im disgusted by myself. i bet im the loser of the part c platoon. yay. im so honored.

will history just repeat itself. i wonder.

as usual today was sunday so did usual sunday stuff. but did more on the sleeping part. than usual anyway. watched prince of tennis today. whee. i think that channel i and kids central are so competing for viewership. showing nice shows at the same time. urgh. i wanna watch xiaolin showdown and pot. omi is so cute! ha. and one piece! ha. i just love zoro and sanji, they love bickering, and fighting. zoro dun like girls and sanji's just crazy over them. oh well. zoro called nami flat chested. (oops) ha. and they both were gonna kill each other then usopp ran in between and was hit in the crossfire. bwahah. so cute. yay. oh well.

you will never see me the way i want you to anyway.

life is so strange. ha. i just love it when my life is in deep shit. yay. rejoice world rejoice. and bang the wall more. hahah.