-brainwashed
13.04.04 at 22:36

whee. physics is postponed. rngg just told me. which means i can go sleep earlier. feeling very sick now. i think mashed potatoes and chilli sauce arent the best things to eat. but it was ytd though. but im making it a point to go to school tmrw. muddy's coming back! yeah.

anyway the world is dead. as usual. you know im beginning to think that rp is just a brainwashing programme that is trying to make us think that we are going to be great leaders because of creative thinking etc. but it's actually a scheme to turn the whole world into mugger toads. like that's that simple. ha. everything is turning into tests tests and more test. i bet it's just cuz we dun have olevel and they dun like seeing us happy. stupid sadists. ha. even pe also got theory to test. like im that free. pe is not exactly a time where i use my brains. wanted to put "thinking" for softball skills. ha. even philo oso got. like our heads are not bursting thinking and thinking about thinking how we should go about thinking about thinking. huh.

ha. anyway im feeling damn sick still. the toilet has suddenly become the most interesting and attractive place in the world. like oh no. i love my toilet too much. damn me. i hate my weak stomach. i think if i joined some fear factor thing i wun puke when i see the thing, ill just puke after ive eaten. maybe one day later. ha.

anyway today was quite ok. but we could have gone back earlier if cherylng let us GO. wad is her problem. teachers are mostly sadists. ha. like english is damn interesting. ha. anyway im quite proud of my letter. ha. i was writing a lot about zoro. (sorry) ha. his story and his determination. ha. oh well. my com is chi dun liao. spasm. ha. it's a baichi! i think baichi may be equal to cute. in one piece anyway..