field trip was fun lah. haha. a lot of stuff happened. bwahaha. how fun. the parliament house was damn nice lah. haha. then i think now i understand why those ministers like to sleep in parliament. haha. the seats are veh comfortable leh. bwahah. and we gave rachel a new name and a new identity. princess rng. bwahahaha. im mean. and the pokemon gummies are nice. and the whole world stole my jelly tots. i wanted the green ones. hah. anw conclusion is that field trip is a whole lotta fun. yay. especially when you bring pluff and you haf sticky bear and tigger too. XD how fun. and i got to read relaod 2. thanks to gillian. anw i lent her the reload 3 and now its with shmote. hah. i bet you dunno how to read it man. haha.

anyway reload is sooo nice. yay. i like reload 3 cuz it's lime green. and has ni jienyi. the bunny guy. i just love the way he plays with the bunny. muddy go get lessons then you can manipulate mr beaver. haha. the bunny rocks. yay. watched saiyuki junnow. haha. it's so nice. i think hakkai's becoming more bad. (in a yummy way) bwahahaha. i just love hakkai. hakkai rawks. oh and they finally changed the starting and the ending. i love alone. yay XD how fun.

had training today. quite slack leh. we just did pt then we slacked for two hours. but we still ran two rounds. i think it's possible to run if i dun stop. i can go on. i just hate it if we have to stop cuz it's byebye momentum. and we kept laughing and laughing for some reason today. esp lulu super crazy today. hah. and now its like i still feel super cheated. and freaked out. sec fours told us a lot about specs course today. and im super scared. they said that 2sg ranks are limited. wad if i go in and come out just as i am, rankless and pathetic? noone told me anything about such thing as camps and shit like that. i never thought id feel jaded or anything or cheated but i do now. i feel so damnit cheated. i never knew about any of this shit before. i feel like running away. if i had i choice id just drop everything. i wun do it the same way anymore. argh. there's two sides to things. i see the bad side now. i see the good side although its darkened now. i duno. everything's dark.

i think my life has just found a point. whether it's a turning point or a dead end it dun matter. it's just gonna change from here. ARGH.

im stressed unofficially. bwaha. tests and tests. then got house things and other fricken problems. i cant stand it anymore. the whole world shall die. yippie.