who am i kidding?
20.02.04 at 22:35

the world is spinning and changing so fast that i think ill fall off sooner or later. ergh, seriously i think we should all just accespt life the way it is and stop trying to change it. i think we should. *bursts out laughing* alright who the hell am i kidding? it aint gonna help at all whatever is said, it's just gonna be the way it is now cuz there is no way to turn back the hands of the fricken clock. urgh.

there aint gonna be a way to be what we were and it will never be the same but then it's what life is. change.

it feels so boring nowadays. dun have much to look forward to. urgh. and my stupid com keeps hanging the internet. ok i give up. im gonna copy this into somewhere and paste it later when my com is unstupidified. ERGH. i think the only thing to look forward to is the tv when i come home becuz i carn sleep becuz of werk, and everything else is just too crap or boring. yay. how fun. i seriously need a training regime of some sort. im growing super FAT and nth's helping lah. and my fitness level has hit the depths of the ocean. i suck. argh.

alright. i shall cool down. i think the whole world somehow under my influence seems to be watching saiyuki. yay, i think it's really worth their time. i think my brother is chao irri lor. everything i like he'll also follow. then copy me. hmmmph. anw now they're showing boys be instead of rave. not fair. i want more musica! and let. let the human looks much better than let the dragon. haha. hiash. i wish i had more time. ok life is totally not interesting at the moment. yay. BAH.